tptb: “12x12 will be a cas centric episode!!”
tptb: “there will be flashbacks!!”
tptb: “we’re going to see into castiel’s past!!”
me:

12x12 promo: [castiel screaming and suffering]
me:

happy national spouses day to dean and castiel winchester because wow i can’t believe that they’ve been married for 8 years and it’s canon !!
destiel au where dean is a waiter and castiel is attending his sister’s wedding and they keep on exchanging glances and soft smiles and generally flirting with each other and at some point they’re serving spaghetti or whatever and they bump into each other and dean’s like ‘please, you first’ while making room for cas all shy and shit and cas smiles again and thinks he should totally ask the kind waiter out for dinner or something you know what im sayin
castiel standing there like “meh i’ve seen worse” as everything explodes is my fucking aesthetic right there
#tfw your date is the worst singer ever #and it should be awkward #but it’s actually kinda cute
so i checked out the song “stuck in the middle (with you)” which is also the title of the cas’ centric episode and holy fukc:
Well you started out with nothing,
And you’re proud that you’re a self made man,
And your friends, they all come crawlin,
Slap you on the back and say,
Please, please
this is the saddest most castiel-ish thing i’ve ever read im emo