tptb: “12x12 will be a cas centric episode!!”
tptb: “there will be flashbacks!!”
tptb: “we’re going to see into castiel’s past!!”
me:

12x12 promo: [castiel screaming and suffering]
me:

it’s only been 15 minutes and misha has already slayed this episode and saved planet earth
castiel standing there like “meh i’ve seen worse” as everything explodes is my fucking aesthetic right there
I was – I was confused, Amelia. I was completely delusional. And I thought – I thought God was calling me to something and I thought that it was important, and I was wrong. I was such an idiot. Heaven, hell … none of that matters. The only thing that’s important to me is you and Claire. And I – I can’t undo what I’ve done. But I just wanna come home again.