the stress hormone

personal opinion on the season 11 finale

it’s 3am and sony vegas it taking a shitload of time to render a video so i got nothing better to do than betting on the season finale.

hear me out. so far the show has been pretty shady and confusing, but managed to stress two important points: dean and amara are strongly bonded by the mark of cain and billie’s goal is to throw the winchesters in the void to make sure they die for good, right? and as viewers we know that the writers have this bad habit of ending ( almost ) every season in tragedy to basically enjoy how the fandom loses its shit until the next round.

until now we’ve seen dean trying to kill amara two times, both ending in a failure, and whether you’re on the mind control side or the plain simple attraction side, we can all agree that the mark plays a big part into the whole “i can’t kill her” situation. and that’s just what this is: dean knows it’s the right thing to do, he said he’s afraid and probably every fiber in his body is telling him not to mess with her but he knows it has to end up like this, still he can’t kill amara. does this sound familiar ? like, i don’t know, that time cain himself tried to commit suicide to get rid of the mark but he couldn’t because it just brought him back?
what if dean can’t kill amara because she’s straight up a chunk of him, the one that detached when the mark was removed? what if the spell itself wasn’t meant to cancel the mark, but to transform it into a detached being yet still connected to its owner, making them each other’s voodoo doll ? this would explain a lot:

- the “we will always help each other” line
- the kiss and the way amara described it. imho it wasn’t intended to be taken as a “we’re so in love” kind of kiss: it was the closest and most intimate kind of melting they could achieve in a pg-13 show. it is “the future”. a future when they’re united at last, when she finally settles her scores and they could be a single being again. remember deanmon ? of course you do, he was lit af and gone too soon, but even though he was fucked up as every demon is, he seemed content with his life. he was having fun. he was happy. and what did amara say ? “what if there were no rules? no pain? no prayer? just… bliss”.

- amara not feeding on dean’s soul when she had the chance. she probably just doesn’t need it because she already is the most powerful part of dean’s soul.

last piece of the puzzle: as the big ass misha collins trash that i proudly am, i tried to collect as much information as i could from his interviews / answers at cons to find out what can possibly happen to my smol bean this season. and we all kinda know that he’s a sneaky teasing troll who enjoys leaving small bread crumbles behind him for us to follow. according to this, the finale will have us all “breathe a triumphant sigh of relief” just before everything goes to shit. i personally think it means that they will eventually solve all the lustiel situation, maybe give cas some recognition by making our beautiful wrecked angel, who wasn’t even worth the effort, escape lucifer’s hold like sam did in swan song and kill amara. and everyone will be happy bc yay we saved the world we’re good, right ? wrong. dean stumbles and drops dead. again. and billie can do her job and throw him into the black, scary void, so that next season ( hopefully there will be at least another one ? we need some closure here ) will be all about getting him out of there, or maybe just let his soul soar to heaven. boom.

tl;dr : i’m sorry dean girls, it’s probably going to be a tough one.

18 Feb 4, 2016